so sitting here after a busy morning at work. eating cupcakes and playing with legos(thanks mom and dad, im glad you kinda wish i was still 10, i do to somtimes, life wasent so hard then). and thanks carrie for the cupcakes, shoot......id vote for me.



i have alot going through my mind. its my 25th birthday AND a very important day in our countrys history. wishing i could type as fast as i think. the air in chicago today is excited, scared, anxious, everything. its nice to see people so full of hope, and believing in themselves again.
and the air in my mind is wanting to be cought up in it with everyone. but i cant stop thinking about the last 24 years of laughs, mistakes, tears, mistakes, ect....the future is far more uncertain than i hoped it would be by 25. but it all boils down to wanting a place to be myself. a place with art on the walls, the smell of food, sounds of friends, wispers of love, peaceful, bright, happy, welcoming, and just maby someone to look me in the eyes like i am all thoes things.